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I've been thinking...

so my last blog was about my sticky situation when it comes to summer swimsuit-ness. I don't like my situation and I am determined to fix it every year, so I have been thinking again... my mum introduced to me a thing called Cupcake Covertops about a month ago. it is a half tank top! (I don't have one yet, but they seem pretty handy)
the bikini top (the pic below the half tank) is what I have, except mine is a little bit of a different colour. either way... I was thinking that it might be easier if I wear my bikini top, like usual, and put the cupcake covertop over it. that way everything is covered and supported and such and the bottom tie can stick out from underneath the tank. does that make sense? 

I mentioned this idea to my sister and she thought it was pretty smart!

I'd wear this with my swim-shorts (cuz I never go swimming without my swim-shorts). but I'm afraid of being judged...you know what I mean? my top would be covered and I'd be wearing shorts! but I'm afraid that even though I might be more comfortable and covered, I will still be talked about behind people's back. I know I wouldn't want my future daughter to wear a skimpy bikini, but if she is anything like me, I'd let her do this because it is NOT a skimpy bikini! 

it also gives me an excuse to really workout. cuz there is no way I'm going to be like those girls that wear two pieces and do not have the abs for it. I will have bikini worthy abs. 

I'm judged for wearing my big poofy tank with the string tied in the back to try to make it work, and I'll be judged for this idea too...so what do I do?

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Ahhh, the dreaded season returns...

this is KT's first spring/summer not being in the same boat as me. I hope it is good to her. I shall stick to my XL hot pink bikini top (that doesn't even really do the job) with tankini bottoms, shorts and a tank top. yeah, my tank floats up in the water and doesn't dry even half as fast as everyone's swimsuits. yeah, I have to take string and tie a knot so my tank straps come together in the back and it at least 1/2 way does the job of covering up the front a little. yeah, it sux and is very inconvenient...but at least it kinda works, right?
I just dread swimsuit season because of my chest. the season that everyone asks why I wear so many layers in the pool or to tan. the season when I get my hopes up and try on potential swimsuits just to be heartbroken. the season, like all the others, that I have to wear larger shirts, to fit my chest, and wear a well fitted cami underneath so the bigger part (bottom of the shirt) can kinda cling to it so everyone and I can see that I kinda do have a little bit of a figure. I love my cami-s! I go to Wet Seal and buy 5 for $20 about once a year :) lol. 

thankfully I have school in the summer and I have work with my hubby this year from August-October and we aren't close to the beach or pools. haha, yeah...

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Random pinterest pics

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Pics of baby rooms

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