From my head to my toes

I have the overwhelming desire to dance. Jacob and I were able to go and see a movie this past weekend. we haven't been to one since TX! it was fun :) I haven't had that desire to dance pulse through my veins like that for a while. the previews were showing and the sound was turned up really loud. it was amazing. my whole body ached to get back to somewhere where music played and I was memorizing modern or jazz dance moves. and then I realized that I also had the desire to be in a martial arts room going through my stances with precision and strength. I love that. I love having something like dance or martial arts to memorize. something that I can move and express myself and make perfect. where the desire to execute what I have memorized is is almost as much as my desire for rain on a dry day. even with nobody looking, it feels amazing.
i miss it.


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