sometimes i think. that can be dangerous. sometimes i think too much. sometimes i don't think enough. sometimes i just lay there with no thoughts in my head at all. there has been a lot of thinking these days, but there are so many thoughts that they're all just kinda jumbled. usually, at that point, i put in my ear phones, but i can't help just laying here and listen to the ceiling fan spin to fast while the keys click away as i type. i don't need music right now. maybe i just need sleep. eventually all my thoughts will find a way to organize themselves, i hope. until then, i'll just pray and hope for an understanding beyond that of what i already know. a confirmation. i love working at the Turpins. Jason and Shelly really do help me think. they share their opinions in subtle ways and are never pushy. they give me more things to figure out and consider. they understand sometimes. i'm truly grateful for them in my life. i guess life is all about taking one step at a time and learning things along the way. the answers are not always obvious. the way isn't always so defined and easy. leaps of faith need to be taken even when we don't think we can make that leap, because sometimes those leaps are what lead us to greater things than we expect. everything will be good. everything might just be understood, in some way or another, at some point.
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